Enough

February 2, 2016

A good day (though very cold). I always get excited to see my students sharing in their physical activity and learning about the easy ways to take care of their health. I want to change the health of our future and this is one way to take care of it.

Also, today I sent my sisters the piece I wrote about my thoughts. I was curious (and nervous) about their responses. Yet, I found their responses very indicative of their personalities. Cassie was very emotional and reassuring. Kate was almost analytical and cited scripture. Neither was wrong (in fact the absolute opposite). They both showed me that they truly care for me in a way that displayed the type of person they are.

Cassie sent me a sign that said "To Love yourself is to understand that you don't need to be perfect to be good." I think this might become my slogan for this life journey that I am now embarking on. I am not sure where this journey will take me and what will become of it, but I am ready for the ride. I know God loves the brokenhearted (for he says blessed are the meek), but it was soo hard for my brain to accept these words and believe them. I was soo blocked up with negativity that I couldn't hear anything else. But now that I have released the voices, I feel like the negativity has decreased. I do feel that I can now hear the true sincerity in someone's voice when given me a compliment and this is a step.

Krimedawg signing off.